a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up.

a hot bath. It feels good while you're in it, but the longer you stay in, the more wrinkled you get.

music; it must be composed by ear, feeling, and instinct, not by rule.

a game of cards. The hand that is dealt you represents determinism; the way you play it is free will.

a straw... it sucks.

a library owned by the author. In it are a few books which he wrote himself, but most of them were written for him.

if your viewing this LJ. then I guess I surprised myself and decided to keep my old one open. ^^
my memories and I just can't part quite yet.
just click the picture. and it will lead you to my new one :)






go on now. and friend me there if yah like. xD

I don't bite. hard.

so anyways. hi. :) some people actually read what I post... (i haven't done this in a while though) but yeah yah get the point... right? i'm currently waiting for my next class (@ 3:30 mind you...) gosh. its hard typing on a freaking MAC! *shoots herself* well I decided to post an entry about my weekend... i suck. I had this really great idea goin just now.. and i totally forgot.

yeah.
totally forgot.

umm

ok

here it goes! its like a long story...


BUT to sum it up this is what happened this weekend.

♥ My parents visited
♥ My dad was crazy and bought me a new 22' HD Samsung TV Set
♥ He went crazy again and bought me tons of food.
♥ I stayed at the hotel Saturday night.
♥ I found out what I was gonna be for Halloween. (hint: it has whiskers, claws, and now fangs!)
♥ I felt like my parents were trying to kill me with all the food I have.






vampire kitty

wow i haven't updated this LJ for a while huh?
xD
well many things happened recently...
like on Tuesday.... the love of my life.... he was at Katy Mills Mall! xD
The leader...Tyson Ritter of The All-American Rejects was there at DTour!!
OMG I even got to shake his hand! xD (and of course get his signature!!)
I know now that I can die happy xDDD

And omgah'd my mom is throwing me an "Aloha"/Birthday Party :( it makes
me sad that pretty soon I will have to leave for San Antonio...
This Saturday is gonna be soo annoying... ugh. Family..... bleh.

Oh and the most unlucky thing happened today...
I guess while i was in the shower... (nah don't have any perverted thoughts hehe)
Somehow one of my diamond earrings fell out.. and I THINK "quote" I "think" that it may
have fell down the drain... of course I was very depressed and didn't feel like
doing anything... When I first found out I was folding little paper earrings (sometimes I like
to play with my earrings in my ears) I realized that one of them was missing!!! :O I was all
like CRAP! I ran upstairs to my shower to see if it was there... and all I found was


the back to it.
Now either i'm lucky or not lucky cause I thought the first thing
I would find was the earring stud itself.. but NO the back was
the first thing....so I was searching for it all day... but no
luck... I feel oh so emo about it it's not even funny...

and now I have to look for pictures for my stupid birthday cake...
I really was aiming for Stan and Kyle (from South Park) but noooo it has
to be Hawaiian related!!( >.>) UGH!

yay!! I just finished watching season 1 last night :D
that show is soooooo effin hilarious! I'm already on episode 203!

I have wayy too many fav. characters xD haha~! Cartman is super funneh, Stan is super funneh, Kyle is super adorable, and Kenny is so cute cuz he always ends up dying somehow in each episode!
Except one of them... xDDD

well au revoire!

ps - my norton 360 just went out... ugh. I hope my computer doesn't
miraculously get a virus all of a sudden.. ah well i guess its
just you and me now Itunes!

yay~!! Well my mommy said that if we clean up the house today... we can go..
to the beach! xDDD

I'm so looking forward to it tomorrow!! :)
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hmm... something doesn't feel right...

there...is a thing in my eye... ugh. i think its the contact... :-/
or maybe a invisible eyelash!
*pokes her eye* OWW! xD lolz... *gets up to put eye drops in*
ahhhh~! better... in a way... no i'm blind on one side!!!

Oh yeah.. .my day was semi-good... watched open season *ish a Hammy fan*
and uhh studied for the THEA! I'm going to take the pre-test thing in the book tomorrow..
I've also read in there that i'm sitting in a room... for 5 STRAIGHT HOURS!
I can't take it! Silence for that long~! NO-----! I also find
that I can take whichever section I want first :) hehe... I'm
so doing Math first... since it will probably take me the
longest... better as well get it over with.. no wait maybe
writing.... hmm... i guess i'll know when I get there I suppose...

and oh yes! I'm starting my countdown to my birthday!!



yay! almost here!!



Since December 31, 2005.... I've been a yaoi fan... :) xD SasuNaru=♥

still hurts... :( my stupid knee... ugh I never
EVER scraped my knee before... I've scratched and
bruised it.. but never scraped it before!!

It sucks.. just like life.. XD
hmm... *wishes there was
a way to customize her live journal*

I think I have to stay up tonight...
:O I've got church tomorrow...
and I may not wake up in time.. 8( eep!

well.. my mood for some reason is crazily happy for
some reason... don't know why!! :-/ gah! who am I kiddin?!

is that fireworks I hear? O_o
what are they doing shooting them
in GREATWOOD right now...
don't they know it's illegal
to shoot them here!! *sigh*
crazy people...

ohhh baby~! xD hahaz... well i had a great night...
umm.. well my daddy thought it would be funny to buy out the entire fireworks
booth of fireworks worth about $500 dollars.. he's funny xD
my dad had to drive his truck around since he couldn't bring it
all to the car... ^^; people were staring!!! sad thing was
right after we left.. they closed. xD

we went to this place (bunch of ghetto peeps there) I think it was in Houston?
we met this guy and his girlfriend.. funny people they were! and there
were these little kids lighting fireworks..about 8-11 years old.. my daddy
had to shoo them away!!!

and omg he almost got his face blown off!!
He put one of the tubes on top of a box.. and the
rockets all of a sudden started shooting sideways..
right into someone's car! But then he had to make it stand up..
so like he kicked it and the thing went up into the
air! I almost died..not from shock.. but from laughter... xD

Everyone liked our fireworks... probably because they ran out of
theirs while we still had half of the collection left over...

but yeah..
we came home at around 2:30... we were the last one's to leave the
place... I feel sorry for the guys that have to clean up
that mess tomorrow! xD *giggles*

well i'm not sleeping tonight... so i'm not sure what to do...

Here is the list of all the ANIME
Seen=♪♫
Want to see=♥
Started=★


♪♫.hack/sign
♪♫Ai no Kusabi yAOI new one coming out SEPT
♥Ai Yori Aoshi /~Enishi~
♥Air
♥Air Gear
♥Angel Sanctuary
♥Angel Tail
♪♫Avatar: Last Airbender
♥Ayashi No Ceres
★Azumanga Daoih
♥gokujou setokai (BSC)
♪♫Big O
★Black Cat
★Bleach (Stuck on ep. 104!!)
♥Blood +
♪♫Card Captor Sakura
♥Celestrial Legend
♥Chrono Crusade
♥Clannad
♪♫Code Geass Lelouch of the Rebellion/R2
♪♫Code Lyoko
♪♫Cowboy Bebop
♪♫Deathnote
♥Desire Climax
♪♫Digimon
♥Doki Doki School Hours
♪♫Dragon Ball
♪♫Dragon Ball Z
♥DNAngel
♥Elemental Gelade
♥Elfen Lied
★Eureka Seven (Episode 2!)
♪♫Evangelion
♥FAKE
♥Fafner
♪♫Full Metal Alchemist
♥Fruits Basket
♥Full Moon
♪♫Furi Kuri: FLCL
♥Fushigi Yuugi
♥Gakuen Heaven
♥Generator Gawl
♥Ghost Stories
♪♫Gravitation
♥Green Green
♥H2O
♥Hana-kimi
♥Hand Maid May
♪♫Hamtaro (Cha! I luv this one!!! XDDD)
♥Haru wo Daiteita and Winter Cicada(Haru wo Daiteita: Fuyu no Semi)
★Hellsing *Ultimate OVA* (was recommended!)
♥Hoop Days
♥Ichigo 100%
♥Ikoku Irokoi Romantan
♥Inukami
♪♫Inuyasha
★Jigoku Shoujo
♥Junjou Romantica (YAOI!)
♥Kanon
♥Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien
♥Kizuna
♥Kodomo No Jikan
♥Kyou Kara Maou! the guy that plays Suzaku from CG is Yuuri! xD He also voices Cloud!!!!!!!!!
♥Last exile
♥ Love Get Chu
♪♫Love Hina
♪♫Loveless (the cutest anime ever!!Warning:Yaoi!Shouta)
★Lucky Star
♪♫Lupin III
♥Mai Otome
♥Marmalade Boy
♥Maze
♥Mermaid Melody
♥Meru Puri
♥Mirage of Blaze
♥Moon Phase
♥Moon Wo
★Naruto(der!)(Still on going!)
♥Nightwalker
♥One Piece (Is in love with ZoroxSanji)
♪♫Ouran Highschool Host Club
♪♫Paranoia Agent
♪♫Papa to Kiss In the Dark (Incest!!!!)
♥Pet Shop Boys
♥Please Teacher
♥Pretear
♥Read or Die
♥RomeoxJuliet (watch on anime6.org)
♥Rosario+Vampire SEASON 2 OUT
♥Rumbling Hearts
♪♫Rurouni Kenshin
★S-Cry-Ed
♪♫Sailor Moon
★Samurai Champloo
♥Sayuki
♥Sensitive Pornograph (YAOI)
★Shin-chan! (New episodes are out!)
♥Shuffle!
♥Spiral
♪♫Sukisho
♥Suzuka
♪♫Tenchi Muyo
♪♫The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
♥Tokyo Mew Mew
♪♫Trigun
♥Trinity Blood&hearts
♥True Tears
♥Tsubasa Chronicles
♥Vampire Knight
♥Vampire Love
♪♫Witch Hunter Robin
♪♫Wolf's Rain
♪♫Yami no Matsuei (Warning:Yaoi!)
♪♫Yu Yu Hakusho
♪♫Zatch Bell
♪♫Zoids
★XXXHolic(on ep.1!)



Gankutsuou: The Count of Monte Cristo
Gundum Wing
Gundam X
1]
Here Is Greenwood [1]
Hikaru no Go [1]
Kaikan Phrase [1]
Kyou Kara Maou! [1]
Last Exile [1]
Märchen Awakens Romance [1]
Maze [1]
Meine Liebe [1]
Nabari no Ou [1]
Naruto [1]
Nightwalker [1] [2]
Ouran High School Host Club [1]
Pet Shop of Horrors [1]
Please Save My Earth [1]
Pretear [1]
Prince of Tennis [1]
Princess Princess [1]
Revolutionary Girl Utena [1]
RG Veda [1]
Saint Beast [1]
Saint Seiya [1]
Saiyuki [1]
Samurai Champloo [1]
s-CRY-ed [1]
Sotsugyou M [1]
Tactics [1]
Tokyo Babylon [1]
Tokyo Revelation [1]
Weiss Kreuz [1]
Weiss Kreuz Glühen [1]
Wolf's Rain [1]
X the Series

So anyways... I found this video just now..



I c-can't s-t-stop l-lau-laughing!! xDDD
ahhh!
well.. I had a rather unusual day today... couldn't sleep last night... stayed up till 8 watching Love Hina *ish on episode 13* and then woke up later on today... around 1 me thinks.. ^^;
My sister was having her room carpet doctored...cleaned whatever.. And I guess it's clean... ugh.. yeah. We were dancing in there XD to Cupid's Shuffle, Soulja Boy and Fergalious! I also sang to Hey Juliet, When I Grow Up, and danced non stop to Caramelldansen! My mama said she thought the Cupid Shuffle dance was cute and that whenever she throws my "JESSICA IS FINALLY GOING AWAY AND ACTUALLY GOT INTO COLLEGE" party...she wants us to dance in front of those people!!! (those people meaning..family.) No one can beat the weirdness in our family... let's see... Two people still thinks their in their 20's.. and have motorcyles. Another person has anger management problems (I can NEVER get along with her!) One of them still thinks I'm a kid.. and thinks she can just take me somewhere.. (as if I have no life!) One of them dropped out of college just to become a cook... (2 year college go figure) and I can go on forever...

Oh yeah back to the subject at hand..
When you think the day can't get any worse..*sigh* it happened at around 10:30 at night... ugh. So like my sister said she felt like going for a walk (around the neighborhood) so we got ready and my other sis decided she wanted to "tag along". I played some songs off my phone as we walked around the two lakes near Charleston Estates and then my lil "tag along" sis decided we should keep going.. so I did.. despite the fact that the weather felt sticky and i had to have my jacket hang off my shoulders.. (i don't feel safe with out a jacket..) and then all of a sudden... BAM! I fell flat on my hands...and my whole dress (just a house dress type thing..nothing expensive)got soaked with water... I thought I was gonna be alright when all of a sudden I felt a burning sensation on my left knee.. My sis pulled me up and I knew I had to get home right then and there... I lifted up my dress to survey the damage and...my knee was tomato red with blood and dirt and eww! In about 20 minutes we finally made it home and I had to have my mom put some ointment on it... and a giant Bandage... but dang! The thing burns!! I immediately screamed "No" when my mom was about to pull out this spray stuff... I know it will make it worse if she sprayed medicine on my scrape... so pretty much this was my stupid day...

so hey! xD lolz... hmm well since i haven't updated for 3 days.. better as well now or never! ^_^
oh no! i forgot to eat again... :( uhh better go do that before i starve myself again...

boring...at least 4th of july is coming up!! :D i can't wait!! *loves fireworks* THe sad thing is... I have to wear ear plugs... whenever we watch or set off fireworks... since like everytime i hear one pop I jump like ten feet in the air!! It scares me but I love them anyway :)

In other news...
I can't wait till orientation August 11 and 12th...it sucks cause I will be by myself over there... and I really don't know where to go!! I have to get a hotel room... (at least my mom can help me with that part) and I'm really nervous though I really want to visit the campus...ugh.. it sucks!

And I have my stupid THEA test coming up too!! I'm taking mine at Houston Baptist University!! on July 26th!! And it's a Saturday too.. I hate studying.. and I have a giant guide book to study from...


It's pretty big... over 500 pages of complicated stuffs... i'm up to chapter 2 at least... ugh well better go find some food..

♥byez

Sorry I had to post another... so I was bored and typed in Google...

she still lives on Jessica Lopez

and my poem comes up as the first link clickable! O_O *runs off to die* that's weird and awesome at the same time... in a way.. i guess... just wanted to point that out if anyone is interested in reading those gay things... :P


Oh and ok... just had the weirdest conversation ever... my first time back on aim and I get this..

DurableSalmon (11:41:43 PM): Boom de yada!
purplelillies15 (11:42:15 PM): lol! who's this? xD
DurableSalmon (11:42:25 PM): salmon are rather durable :)
purplelillies15 (11:42:52 PM): xD
purplelillies15 (11:43:20 PM): well hi "salmon are rather durable" xD what's up?
DurableSalmon (11:44:25 PM): not much, is this charlie?
purplelillies15 (11:44:46 PM): umm no O_o this is Jessica!
DurableSalmon (11:45:33 PM): Jessica Spragg?
purplelillies15 (11:45:40 PM): no Jessica Lopez
DurableSalmon (11:45:55 PM): I don't think I know a jessica lopez...
purplelillies15 (11:46:16 PM): lol... then why am i in your buddy list?
DurableSalmon (11:46:38 PM): i have no idea, lol
purplelillies15 (11:46:48 PM): haha ok then
DurableSalmon (11:46:57 PM): well nice talking to you, lol
purplelillies15 (11:47:15 PM): same to you! this was well umm.. an interesting conversation? xD
DurableSalmon signed off at 11:47:43 PM.
DurableSalmon is offline and will receive your IMs when signing back in.

ok... that's weird right? CHARLIE?! pfft! *laughs* XD

Well this is gay!! I 'accidentally' deleted my other entry... :( whoops.. stupid me.. reminds me of the time where I accidentally deleted my paint...calculator and volume button.. (I was stupid back then!! Gah I miss my simple yet easy to use Calculator... But luckily I was smart to download another volume control thing... and I found paint.net to be much more fun than the regular MS Paint! Hell yeah~! :3

So....uhh.
I'm going over to Linda's house tomorroww~♪ ♫! She says that its gonna suck over there (she lives like 5 minutes away from me!!) since they are having some kind of basketball party thing over at her house! (She really thinks they are boring...tsk tsk.) So anywho.... xD I so have to bring my Brawl and Wii Console!!

xD Oh and I finished Code Geass (sweet anime, confuzzling ending).

My life ain't so boring now I suppose... I've been feeling rather angsty lately.. :( hmph..

And Now....
I'm starting to hate my laptop very much... it's getting slow and wants to freeze up.... ._. eww.... it's almost 4 years old... ugh. Just you watch, one day my laptop is gonna just die while I'm typing a 40 page essay in college.... and no one is gonna hear from me anymore after that.... xD

I think its slow because of the millions and millions of folders in "My Pictures".... Is having more than 3,000 images taking up that much space? Or maybe its the over 90 videos in "My Video" folder... or maybe it's all the extra custom stuff that I put on my computer... or maybe it's the- Gah! Who am I kidding?? I need to delete stuff! Pronto! Oh no it's doing it again! Hurry I must post this before it freezes completely~~!!! @_@

Eh?!
Bye!!
♥

LOL my sis and I stayed up till 8 watching Code Geass!! xD hahaz. It's the shiznit!!!

And when I woke up not to long ago to hear the sound of thunder I was very excited!

Later!

I hate life. I freakin hate it!!
It's boring! I actually really want to go back to school! :D
err... well not really but since it's boring I need some excitement in it! xD
..
...
.....
I... I think i'm in love...again. my heart hurts.

I just don't kno how to express myself....

its said really... ugh.

Now I really wanna do what my iLike url says and lay down and die.

I feel weird everytime I hear the sound of a piano playing... it doesn't help either when one of my fav songs is a piano cover... :( lolz. oh well! xD I also have a music fetish... (O.o)

so i was debating with my sis on what I want my future spouse/boyfriend to be like...
well there are several things he must like... xD he must love to go out late at night (I'm more of a night owl than morning bird..) and he has to be at least a tad bit smart... ^^;; duh. And well he has to like the same music that I do! (which wouldn't be too hard since i like everything... :3) nya! well yeah... ..umm. gonna log out now... ciao!

oh and btw all these postings were made since I'm bored and here on LJ I can write about how I feel!

And eww there's a dead rat in my attic! My mom is trying to get it out... *shudders*

Jessica OUT!

so anyways... i was looking for a new cursor thingy... but i feel i can't part with my drop one...
I really want the freakin purple colored one!! But sadly.. I have to have CursorFX Plus! for it... oh well i'm used to the pretty blue anywayz... ^-^;

ugh... and my cute boot login screen... is a rose.. and shall remain that way forever... xD hahaz. I seriously can't seem to part with that one either...

Sometimes I wish I wasn't such a computer geek and just had a regular boot skin, a regular log in screen (mines Charmmy kitty hahaz) and a regular mouse... :D but sadly I don't. So I have to deal with it... XD oh well.. >.>; hehe? yeah. I'm awkward aren't I? ^_^' I take that as a yes... v_v

ok so sue me once again! my little mind keeps wondering off into la la land and does not want to go to sleep!! xD lolz... ugh. *smacks head*

Well my phone told me it was gonna rain today!! *cheers and tosses confetti into the air* ^-^ yay! nya~!

If it really does... i'm gonna through a little party! :D hahaz xD jk jk~!!1!

Oh yeah.. my inbox was filled to the brim with 40 new fan box loyal friend requests... i was all like wtf?! what's with me becoming popular all of a sudden? no one can resist cute little ol' me ne? xDDD hehe... yesh! my brain is on the fritz.. i can't think so properly now... nya~! *runs off to play super smash bros brawl*

tOoDlEs~~~♥!

so anyways... i think that my house is haunted!! My sis sleeps in my bed alot right? well one night 2 days ago.. she said that she felt someone following her to her room (she said she needed to take out her contacts and stuff, I just laid down on my bed waiting for her return) she said at the time she was just petting her kitty kat Mimi and all of a sudden... *it's creepy..* her cat stares at the door with wide eyes (my sis said she saw it open a little more than what it was) and the cat kept on following something with her eyes... (animals can see things that we humans cannot..) Sometimes she scares me when she does that... but good thing i was asleep... i would've have bawled my eyes out...oh and also she said she can hear something walk around my room (floor boards creak, shutters moving, etc.) she said that she even stuck her hand out (she's too curious for her own good) and said that her 4 fingers xcept her thumb couldn't move and that she felt something really really cold.... that part it was scares me the most... idk if I can stand living in this room anymore....

oh and if yah think that was the only weird thing that happened... it's not. Things like that have happened before when I was ALONE in my room... I dunno.. i feel like someone is touching me... and i can't move... it's freaky. There was this other night where my Jenn and I had an arguement and I cried my eyes out wishing she would come back to sleep with me... when all of a sudden i felt the bed sink... so me being the good person (i was on my stomache)decided not to talk to her cuz she might still be mad, and turned on my side and drifted off to sleep. The next morning.. I have this habit of feeling the other side of the bed to see if Jenn is there or not, I found her not there... it was just air that i was grabbing.... I thought maybe she went to her room or something... but no. that's not it at all... I asked her later that day if she came to my room the night before... she said she hadn't..... O_O WTF?! That still scares me this day.. it's been about 3 months since that happened... it's weird... and i never want to go through that again....

Other than that let's talk about more "happy!11!1!!!!11omgyay!1!!!" stuff.
We went to church... and omg. Something happened there today that annoyed me to no end... some person with phahrasfijgitis or something kept on making loud snoring noises... i couldn't help it... i held my nose is desperate to keep myself from laughing but instead i kept on giggling... Of course being the sneak I am I looked around to see if any one else heard it too... I guess i wasn't the only one when my brother started cracking up.... ^^;;

We then went to Gringo's... oh ye joy what a grand family get together! Plus it was my Uncle Robert's 50th b-day... umm well. Let's just say we had a VERY interesting conversation that day... @_@ I mean wow... I myself feel... idk... feel weird just to say the things he told me..... :(

*cough* anywho...?

This one thing he told me really pissed me off... he asked me what the hell I was wearing ("a dress" he asked..) I shook my head no and said a shirt and skirt? He said that maybe it would not be a good idea for me to ride with him on his motorcycle (i really do not know when that came up... umm. :-/) He said my skirt would probably blow up... but the thing that pissed me off was what he said after... he said it might be interesting!!!!!!! *punches the wall* :( NO! I yelled back at him... that's just..wrong? ugh. whatever.... he's crazy.

He even said he's gonna be the first one to visit me at my dorm and his choice of words when he busts through the door in leather and boots with a helmet in hand are
"Here kitty kitty let's go for a ride!" wtf?! xD umm... my dormates are probably gonna run for the hills crying about giant men and motorcycles... ^^' eep..... college is gonna be one hell of a ride for me... *_*

Yeah while we were eating that wasn't the only problem that happened... well remember my Aunt Daba? well she was pestering me to come to her house today... I was like.... *dramatice pregnant pause* umm....maybe later...?? ....? ok~...

She really gets on my nerves... I felt ...lost after she scoffed at me and turned back around to talk to my mom... ugh. I try to be nice.. really I do! most of the time i am... really. :) i think.. D: ok... well...

i'm gonna go try to lay down and die now... though i know it won't work on the 35th time i tried it...